I feel like im not connected to my parents cuz i was raised by my grandma , even tho i live with them now im not that connected to them to the point that if i was far from home i can go days without even talking to them or asking abt them and its going to another point where i dont want to talk to anybody even my friends or other ppl ,idk if yall can get me but i hope u get the point
It completely makes sense why you feel detached from your parents since your grandma raised you, so don't blame yourself for that But shutting out your friends too sounds like you're emotionally exhausted, so try not to completely isolate yourself from the people who care 😊
I've been through the same thing and the parents start to seem like familiar strangers then well parents and you feel like you can do fine without them but you need to address the lack of connection with them if you can and please don't push out your friends they're there for you some alone time is good but too much and you become isolated