Guys I've been having trouble with stalker almost two years He made me experience many terrible things he broke into my house kidnapped me violated my privacy and hacked my devices He did this in the name of love Nonsense of course It's been almost a year since I last saw him I finally got rid of him after a lot of trouble The problem is that after he left I feel empty as if I've got used to that tension I feel somewhat bad because he kept saying he loved me and didn't stop trying when the police intervened after I caused him a lot of trouble because I fought him as much as I could but he disappeared after he raped me I don't know if anyone will understand it's not that I want him back in my life but I'm disappointed I mean all of this was because you only wanted my body It's a stupid feeling but it's been getting to me lately
It makes very sense, your mind is disturbed with what happened and you are revising the whole thing from the perspective of someone who is not in the situation anymore. Just remember that the victim and the person who got hurt is actually you.
Wait I minute ,what ? What do you mean ? How old are you ? Where are your parents? Is this a stranger, or was your boyfriend just to know? And what is the exact problem? That your are missing this tension or you have regret that you believed he loved you or when you trusted him or what exactly ? You have to specify the real feelings than we go with the solution. I'm sorry for what happened to you. It's not easy .
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