panic

Is it normal that when i return home after a really normal day after i had fun with my friends and nothing bad happened, i have severe anxiety attacks and feel like i'm gonna die and my heart's racing so hard and i can't breathe, i feel like i wanna cry and my body refuses to let the tears down And i physically and mentally can't take it anymore because that feeling of fear of dying is real and it hurts so bad, and i feel like wanna die and end it already (I'm not thinking about suicide) but it's like i want this thing to stop and idk what to do about it