study abroad

Hi, today I came here to ask for some advice, or to hear from anyone who has been through something similar. I really want to continue my studies in a specific country, but my family refuses. They want me to go to another country where some of our relatives live, so I can have support and help there. The problem is that I don’t like that country at all. It feels dull and lifeless to me, and I don’t think I could feel comfortable or motivated there. On the other hand, the country I want to go to feels full of life and energy, and I know I need that kind of environment to stay active and do well. Both countries are in Europe, but I feel like the atmosphere would make a huge difference for me. What do you think about this situation

I am a student who has just graduated from high school, now I am confused because I want to go to college but my parents do not allow me to go to college. Even though I had already told him all about my goals for studying, working while studying and looking for extra income to cover living expenses while studying. But, my parents just want me to work so they can support him and my younger sibling who is still in high school, My father passed away three years ago. My older brother and my mother have been paying for my schooling. I have big dreams and want to study abroad, But the people around me don't support me, even though I'm willing to work while studying. I just need permission and support before I go to college. Please, can someone give me advice and support?