hopelessness

I don't know whats happening to me but i'm in (i don't care)level and i do that about everything even if it was smth about me or smth that might hurt me its like i'm fed up like i'm giving up the same day the same routine nothing ever changes and if smth changed its gonna be so bad like changing from good to awful so idk if its just me or there are people who feel like this soo may allah help us all and bless our hearts and minds he's the only one that know what we have inside what we are dealing with so yeah thats it

Struggling with my mental and physical health. I can't look after myself and so I still have to live with my family. My mum struggles being my carer and criticises me for not getting better, when I'm doing my best but it's just not improving. I'd do anything to get better, it's not a choice to be this way, but everyone (particularly my mum and grandparents I live with) just thinks I'm not trying hard enough. I don't want to be told it gets better. My mental health crisis since 2019 won't end, l've tried everything. Nothing's worked. I’m hopeless. I was wrongly sectioned in 2024 and sent to a psych ward (I wasn’t a danger to myself or others, just needed gentle help and support at home) which destroyed me. I’m hopeless. :(