Disappointed
I spent most of my life thinking I’m fearless because nothing made me afraid not needles not blood not horror movies not rollercoasters until I discovered that this is the biggest lie I have ever lived in because I do get afraid in fact I have spent most of my life in fear I got so used to it I stopped realizing its fear every decision I ever took and every action I ever made was rooted in deep hidden muted fear I didn’t realize was there