future

Idk how to even start writing, im under psychotropics and feeling so annoyed and mad, idk how to live with my family anymore it keeps becoming draining more and even tho i left for good ( i study in another city), but everybody is trashtalking each other my mom talks shit behind my dad's and bro's back my bro does the same and my dad isnt even present to talk or react (he talks to no one), they don't wanna develop im in a very serious state of my life and i really need stability to achieve my goal but the distractions are getting worse everytime even meds arent calming the anger i have, i truly dont know what to do in this case, i can go back to dorms where i have a really bad entourage and go back to bad habits or stay here and keep getting my brain drained it's my future and i can't find a solution or decide whether i stay here or leave again please give me a neutral solution

I am in my first year of university, I majored in Turkish language, even though I have no prior knowledge of it and no interest in it. I prefer everything Asian, like Chinese and Korean In the first semester, I wasn't good at Turkish at all, so I started thinking about changing my major. Although I could not study Chinese or Korean as a major, I could stop learning Turkish and enroll in another major, which is social sciences, because I love psychology.And I will study Korean and Chinese at a private school here, and the university is inexpensive. Should I give up Turkish?