frustration

Hi there! So recently I feel so anxious about my current situation. I have felt stuck in my carrier for quiet long time, and now I got a new job and an opportunity to explore and expand my experience in the field that I really interest about. But in the process, I got some challenges that makes me feel frustration and anxious. Feels like my current situation doesn't support me to take this opportunity. But I don't want to let go of this opportunity, because I feel like this is something that I've been looking for so long. If you have faced similar situation before, or maybe you have some advice for me, please leave me some advice.. I'd like to hear it from you. Thankyou so much!^^

I'm feeling exhausted, I feel like it's useless, whatever I do never takes me to the wanted result, doka 3lbali one must be patient and believe in god and some things are not meant to be , but honestly when is it going to be my turn to be happy...I'm tired

I have ocd I feel like I'm in my clean pupple if someone touched me or touched anything of my stuff i might cry i really get upset and frustrated and disgusted and i want to hit that person really hard for just touching Just because iam not sure that this person is clean But on the other hand I just feel like that with my family I don't really feel that with my friends Maybe my family is really disgusting and i don't have a problem? Can someone tell me if they had a similar experience