I don't feel I'm a part of this society anymore, it's been 6 years and i never made a friend on it , I started working at young age where it's kinda hard for me to meet pp my age, I can't remember the good times I had with my self and I can't even tell if the things that happened to me are real or I'm just imagine things ,I should accept god plans and that's what I'm trying to do , it's just sometimes I wished pp cared like I did for them !