fear

I spent most of my life thinking I’m fearless because nothing made me afraid not needles not blood not horror movies not rollercoasters until I discovered that this is the biggest lie I have ever lived in because I do get afraid in fact I have spent most of my life in fear I got so used to it I stopped realizing its fear every decision I ever took and every action I ever made was rooted in deep hidden muted fear I didn’t realize was there

I was talking to someone in Snapchat and i was sharing my location with all of the friends That person started acting weird and like he is obsessed and that made me feel scared actually I was so dumb that i shared with him my phone number and i forget that Today i was sitting in my house till he called me he said he is in my city near to my house and he wants to know which house is ours I was so scared and i didn't know what would happen if he started making problems or something Anyways i was alone at home and i told him that we have too much guest cuz i saw ppl coming in and out in one of our neighbor's house and it's far in case he asked if there is a girl named *** They don't even know me Guys that so stressing like what would he do if he knew where i live