I completely understand where you're coming from, and as someone from the same community, I want to encourage you to embrace your true self. It's important to be around those who accept you for who you are, without judgment. Surround yourself with positive and supportive people, and remember to keep a calm and cool attitude. And if u need the one person am here

Age, sex, and location please. I will be able to advise you more appropriately

I totally understand you... My family doesn't support much of what I practice in my religion and accuses me of being extreme.

Don't rush, u will find something that suits you, and think about traveling